Saturday, December 26, 2015

Lost

So here I sit
8 minutes to midnight in a shallow *heavy breath* dam
How do I explain the mood I'm in
Words I cannot explain
When love cannot even talk to me
Or maybe Im set to settle for what was given to me
However all I can think of is the sign
That sign I asked for from my late brother
Whom I went to see this past weekend
A day before my departure
And G_d, right in the presence of my late brother
To give me a sign
Today, fuzzy, but clear and lost
Emotions, numb, feelings, numb
Should I be torn?
Should I be protecting my heart in a hazzle but shell?
Should I keep praying for a clearer sign
To set me free to my own pastures
I am lost

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

I Am Love

How do I say these words
To avoid to see or listen to your cry
For my heart is filled with emotions
My tongue says all in truth
And my eyes show the meaning
As much as my action

See, I am love
Gone through the hatred and backlash, of
Of those I had their hearts broken
For they were not true to my soul
An unhealthy situation
My heart turned to stealth
My heart was no longer feeling
My emotions were stolen and caged
And I had to eject them
Walk in a straight line of happiness

I cheated my way to heal
Cheated my way to see me smile, and I did
But I would never cheat my way to love
For I am love and I would cheat myself
Cheat myself to love to see the other love
For giving is receiving
I show you and give you
Love

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Cupid No Wings

How do I say these words
Avoid to see or listen to your cry
For my heart is filled with emotions
My tongue says all in truth
And my eyes show the meaning

See, I am love
Gone through the hatred and backlash, of
Of those I had heir hearts broken
For they were not true to my soul
An unhealthy situation, my heart was steal
My heart was no longer feeling
My emotions were stolen and caged
And so I battled and succeeded to
Eject them and walk straight on

I cheated my way to heal
Cheated my way to see me smile, and I did
But I would never cheat my way to love
For I am love and I would cheat myself
Cheat myself to love to see the other love
For giving is receiving
I show you and give you love

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Simple Words

"These words were hard to say
Like a baby learning to walk for the first time"

What is this behaviour we got going on
A combination that has everyone talking
Teachings of how to be mature
Actions of being young again
Falling over, pick you up, fall again, I'll pick u up

You had me from the very early start
Letting down my defences, trusting you with all I got
Holding your hand all the time, others would think we lovers
But we keep looking away from each other
Though we don't think of each other with our hearts
What a lie, I do with mine, do you?

Thursday, April 16, 2015

My Next Verse



Don’t know if I should be excited
But my new lust just flew in
Full of flashy stuff she reminds me of...
Let us call her Lerato
Sorry Lerato we had to end things the way we did
U were just too flashy for my liking
I couldn't even hide behind them shades
I applaud for you and your marriage though
You do deserve to be there

Getting back to my next verse
I know this won’t last, I give it three weeks
But if a month sets in
Then she probably played her cards rite
And I gave her an applaud in every step
But it is just lust, she knows it won't last
Just came out of love
It damn hurt, I'll never know y it did
Neither would I want to find out
I just let things be da way they are
Hope love knows that too, sorry you can't read this
Glad you are not part of this circus